She

  

                                                                          She

I wonder if she knows what impact she made in my life,

Laughing, crying, fighting since we were only five.

She is the reason why I’m here,

Why I exist,

Why I breathe,

And she was the one who taught me to feel no fear.

She changed me in so many good ways,

How I act,

How I feel,

How I cope,

And still, it all feels like I’m captured in a maze.

No way out,

No escape.

I admit that I’m afraid,

Not of suffering,

Not of death,

But of losing her.

The thoughts spinning in my head,

Friend,

Lover,

Nemesis,

Every night, when I try to silent my thoughts by lying in bed.