The universe in my head

The universe in my head

I'm sitting here, 

the universe in my head,

Oh how much I adore you my dear,

I think almost every night I lay in bed.

The universe likes to spin around,

it takes away my focus, 

it is almost like my feet leave the ground,

it is like magic, like hocus pocus.

And while I'm floating in space,

I see the light,

I see your grace,

I see how you are hugging me tight.

I now realize I am not myself, 

because I see myself right there with you,

it is so much more worth to me than wealth, 

it is what I desire to do.

To hug you close, 

to not let you go, 

to love you most,

and let me grow. 

I see more and more,

how I float away,

away from the person I adore,

away from everything I wanted to say. 

And now I'm disappearing in the dark,

feeling the cold hugging me instead,

I regret I didn't ask,

regret the things I have not said.

But it is too late,

the universe stands still,

the effects are gone from that pill,

my visions gets clear and I'm facing my fate.